God is so Good

You guys are not going to believe this,

I just played through the song I wrote for my Mom when she past a way last year, and after I was able to play through it all, (It took a bit, its a really personal song)... The song that I have been struggling with for so long, just flowed out of my heart, MY GOODNESS GOD IS AMAZING...

I have been trying to write this song for so long almost 2 months, I'm so happy right now :-)...

The song is called "Here I Am", and it is written as a prayer some one might pray when they are seeking Gods guidance in making a huge decision that can change the course of someone life...

For quite some time now I have felt as though I have been in a desert trying to find my way through the wilderness of life, I have been faced with trials of all kinds, stress beyond belief that has pushed me to my limits, countless nights of little to no sleep, and I knew that I couldn't write this song because I simply was just stressed out like crazy...

Tuesday night in praise and worship practice we spend an hour in solid prayer for each other and it was revealed to someone what I had been going through and they told me that God was waiting for me to come back to a place of worship, I thought nothing really of it until Wednesday in chapel when the speaker spoke about the persecuted church and how they are suffering for humanity. Then 2night at the Passover Seder the special music was "The Old Rugged Cross" which reminded me of the song I wrote for my mother last January and when I got home I worked my way through it remembering mom and the lessons she taught me and after I was able to play through it The song "Here Am I" was born...

Check it out in my next blog...

Blessings & Shalom,

M.E.